discuss disgust

Nearly a year and a half.
No news, no word of thanks, nothing.
Just two heavy boxes collecting dust in a corner.
While there was time and money to be gallivanting around the world, and wining and dining and sixty-nining, there was no time nor money for a phone call, an email or a text message.
Of course I had to make the long distance call to ask the word "how?".
Of course I have to wait another six months before anything can be done.
Of course I'm asking for it.
Of course all I can do is to rant in a little cyber corner.
But of course.
Because I am but a fool.
Ah but what a fool.

A fool can throw a stone in a pond that 100 wise men can not get out.
- Saul Bellow